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This is my very first post

I'm unsure what to start with, i've only just figured out how to set this up lol

I'm currently listening to "Deep Down" by Saosin, i've been looking for more music around internet archive, there are some hidden gems you can find with the myspaceproject, it makes me sad to think people have maybe poured their heart out into songs that are mostly forgotten, there's this one album i'd like to point out, Aphasia EP (2004) i have only been able to find this specific album in a youtube video, there's some really good tunes in it i think

Apart from that, i've been obsessing over old stuff again, not feeling very good since most that allows me to do is websurfing, i don't feel very productive, i would like to draw more to sell more but i also don't believe in myself enough to do it consistently, takes me so long to build up inspiration and so long to finish any design :(

Special thanks to my stimulants which allowed me to make this blog

This post is quite tame but i might not be very family friendly or sane-sounding on every single one of these, i made it to share the more derranged part of me too, so just beware